Lately

It's been a while since I posted here. I've just been extremely busy lately.

I've been really struggling though lately with people coming against me and having to deal with troublesome people. Especially in regard to family. Family has always been a problem for me. If ever I had an argument with my family, or any kind of family trouble, it's always affected me a lot. God has really helped me with that, but I still have a bit of that stuck in my heart.

And again, family has been really coming against me a lot lately. Namely 2, possibly three, people in my family. I have one who spreads rumors about me . . . well actually all three do that. My problem is that they each are buddy-buddy with the wrong kind of spirit, and they either spread rumors about me, spread absolute lies, spread assumptions and misconceptions . . . or work hard at getting other people to disrespect me or see me in a bad way.

I'm writing about it here because I'm going to have to bring correction to these family members. I'm not going to enjoy it one bit, but I can't keep letting these things happen. Especially when it's really starting to affect others in Church who are supposed to respect me and everything, and they're being taught to be disrespectful, and believe lies about me. I've had a vicious rumor spread about me since I was a teen, and now it's once again being believed by others. I was teaching a class when I experienced some trouble that was both caused by it, and was the cause of others being taught to be disrespectful to me. These evil seeds are being planted by these family members, into the hearts of those whom God has told me to teach and minister to, and they're playing right into the hand of the devil when they do such things. The worse part of it all, is that those whose hearts they're planting such seeds, will end up suffering the most because when God gives me a word or has me to help them or minister to them, they won't be able to receive it from me. So they'll end up suffering the most.

But, correction is coming. Part of me hopes that the family members read this and realize things are about to change and everything. Another part of me hopes they don't, so that they don't end up coming even more against me. But only 2/3 of the family members giving me trouble, would possibly see this post. The other one goes to other sites and pretty much ignores sites like this.

But anyways, that's off my chest now. Now I just have to carry through with the correction, and hope that the family repents and changes the direction they're headed.